I'd agree with Levan.
I had seen many people who had absolutely no idea what they were gonna do. They only cared about gunning down the examinations and getting the right results. I mean, take a look in JCs. What is the most popular subject combination? PCME! It's funny that everyone just wants to take this particular combination. It's even funnier when they take up Economics and then they suddenly realize and shout, "I hate Economics!"
I call this stupid herd behaviour.
Anyway, I dropped out of AJ this year after JAE. Okay, to be honest, I felt a little stupid cos I'd bought all my uniforms and classes were going on normally. It was very troublesome to drop out cos there were the teachers and the parents to deal with. I could not stand the dead and monotonous life of JC that is plaguing everyone and I badly wanted to get out. But there was another problem... What could I actually do after I'd dropped out?
My interests had always been politics and music. Well, I couldn't possibly join another JC and there were the options of joining the army or applying for a course in polytechnic. Actually, to be truthful, none of the polytechnic courses arouse my interest except Music and Audio Technology from SP.
And damn, the course only had a limited intake. There are only 40 students per cohort. It was already 4 weeks since the appeal period had ended. The chances of enrolment was so slim that I was prepared to join the army. And you can imagine my parents' frustration and disappointment. They had always wanted me to get into a good JC and get the grades they desired. Well, to be truthful, I have never shouldered any of their expectations because I knew very well what I wanted to do. I mean, it's my life. Whatever I choose will have an impact on my life!
And there were the familiar lines. "Music will not earn you money!" "It's just a hobby which everyone can pursue!"
Hmmmm. So I applied for the course without my parents' consent. I realized they could do nothing about it and if I could get enlisted, they just had to learn how to deal with it. To my greatest relief, I was admitted into the course!
It was definitely jubilation. My parents were very reluctant at first but they had to accept it and right now, they're definitely okay with it. Although the course isn't exactly to my liking and expectations, I still enjoy whatever I'm doing simply because music is my interest. It drives me. University will be a good dream for me in the future, but I guess I can only think about it when the time comes.
I just believe that if you want to do something you really want, you've got to create your own path. No one will want to listen to your ideas and will only enforce their ideas on you. If you want to make a living with something, the very first thing you should do is to make a stand.
If you need to take a risk, make a risk.
Don't be afraid and you will be a foot away from success.