lol paiseh for all the flames i have ignited.
very sorry, maybe i didnt put it so nicely, basically i think i take things too literally and very much too hard. But when i send sth to my friends n they say things like "not too good leh, try other style, or work on it..etc." i take them very seriously and dont feel demoralised, but when it gets to strangers, always will have some kind message saying "your music sucks universally, anyone would say its rotten". And the problem with me is tt i still take it seriously as if my friends said it...then i get really demoralised n want to stop playing altogether. :? i am aware of my weakness in tt area but it doesnt really help..haha...
btw i stopped posting any of my new stuff here already, to avoid more trouble for myself, only asked people i know to vet them, since i can trust that their bad comments mean good.
one more thing is tt i sometimes find it a bit too tension here in the non OM sections, like ppl speak to each other with a tinge of hostility compared to other non-music forums i visit. Lately, this has improved quite a bit .
and i want to thank bro subversion for his kind, helpful advice when i asked about a guitar some time back.