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you don't and won't know how's it feel to live my day ..."
That quote from you seems almost, gasp, emo.
Gosh I hate it when people say that. Nevermind.
The point is, there's always going to be something new to complain about. Not enough gigs become too many gig, why no support, why too much support, how come my skinny jeans starting to be tight around the waist but loose around the crotch area, etc.
Just relax, do your part, take a chill pill, don't overthink, and maybe read a book or take up a hobby like stamp collecting or shooting birds (legally)