Dude...we all start from bottom, even some of us start worst than you are! me needs to travel 45 minutes every 3 or 5 days to play at frenzz house so i can get an amp,fx and guitar but what i found there is an awfull sound and sucks playin'! but hey, i wanna learn that's the motivation.Let's say those guy from Metallica and Iron maiden r good(which is they are!) but they didn't come for one night learn to be in that level! need times, persistence and hard work to go there, so set your mind and start grab the guitar again...keep on play until you drop dude!