When it strikes me tt everyone goes about their lives without realising I'm here. When I'm alone in a crowd and everyone is talking to everyone else except me. Sometimes when I'm lying in bed it hits me that I didn't have a proper conversation with anyone the entire day. It's not anybody's fault actually, I'm just painfully shy. There's always this nagging sense of loneliness, but I think I've gotten used to it. Just give me some music and I'm fine.